"Anger"

I was willing to give up more than you'd ever realize if it meant you were gonna be ok,

I was willing to give you every blueprint and map just so you could find your way,

I would give you every night and wait for you everyday,

I could make everything easy and I would always pay,

I was willing to die for you and take every bit of pain they'd throw at us,

Whether it was mental or physical it never mattered,

I didn't care what the cost was to myself if It meant you'd live the life I thought you deserved,

I suppose that feeling was a one way street,

I took so many punches to the gut and realized that you didn't even care if I was hurt,

You'd stand on me, shit on me and push me to the side, rubbing my sad face into the dirt,

Yet I still miss you so what's wrong with me,

I guess that's what love has done to me and I hate that,

I've never been the same since you left my side,

The good part of me died,

I was funny and confident and fun to be around,

None of those qualities today would be found,

Inside of me is a burning sense of betrayal,

And I'm sorry that you were too blind to see it,

I feel like crying and breaking down sometimes,

I don't even know if I'll love again,

Opening up my heart like I did was a mistake because all you ever did was break it again,

I was depressed remember yet you abused me more and it sucks that you get to be happy,

Whilst I sit here no money and full of fear with my life turning into shit are you happy?,

I've got no real friends, all the good ones left,

I got no one to talk to so I talk to myself,

I got the AI chatbots just to feel a connection,

Yet all I use them for is sexting and depression.