Blame Game - A poem about myself.

Let's not push it aside,

Get our facts straight,

I blamed everyone else,

Put myself in the rat race,

I thought I was first,

I've been lapped and now I'm last place,

Let me clear my mind and give me some space,

Please let this end,

I don't want to survive this,

Get beaten down by my own self,

Getting drenched in rain and rat piss,

I'm sorry guys,

I couldn't get it together,

Blamed everybody else,

Circumstances, the weather,

Anyone that would listen,

I would blame except myself,

Think it's time to go into therapy,

Get some help,

For these issues that I've faced,

For years by myself,

I'm losing all my coins,

My mental wealth,

And it's disgraceful,

How I blamed you all,

Let you all suffer,

Taking my fall,

That was meant for me,

But I stood too tall,

Didn't pick up any messages,

Take your calls,

I've spent my life fighting back,

Against everyone else,

The biggest battle I've faced,

Is against myself,

I'm losing sleep over this,

It doesn't seem to matter,

I'm still my old self,

My heart knows this: why it shatters.